Everyone’s first experience of a label is the one they are given at birth. The one about 99% of us carry with us for our entire lives: our sex and gender. Everything you do and anything you will ever be is determined by that label in a patriarchal society. Those of us who reject the label given to us at birth are shunned by society and subject to systemic discrimination, yet society at large doesn’t seem keen on labels as a whole.
Fast forward to 1999. I’m 14 years old and I’ve just started a new school. (I had to leave/was expelled from my two previous schools due to being bullied.) I’m into heavy metal and punk, so obviously I gravitated towards that group of people. The other kids called them, “Greebos” or “Greebs” but the most popular of them decided that labels weren’t cool so we never used the term. It was the same with the widespread bisexuality. If we didn’t talk about it or label ourselves we weren’t really different. We were just the same as everyone else, but we wore black and slept with people of multiple genders. (Yes I was having sex at 14.)
This situation didn’t last long for me and I ended up hanging out with the kids in the year below. They embraced labels and were subsequently called losers by the people I used to hang out with in my year group. We were Greebos. We were lesbians, gays and bisexuals and we were proud, even if just within our friendship group. We went through the same struggles together and our bond and our labels kept us together and kept us strong. I fell in love for the first time in 2001 with one of these people. We called ourselves lesbians and that stuck with me for the next nine years, even if the Greebo label faded into metal-head as time went by.
So what are my labels now at 32 and what do they mean to me?
I’ve been using this label since Feb 2017, when I truly accepted that this was who I was. A year later I had an official diagnosis.
I don’t say I am someone with autism. Autism is me. I am autistic.
Realising I was autistic was super validating for me. It explained a lot of my past behaviour and allowed me to find friends who were similar to me.
I am transgender. I lean towards masculinity. My transition involves testosterone and masculinising surgeries.
I am however not a man. I’m also not a woman. My gender identity and subsequent presentation fluctuates and sits well out of the norms for binary genders.
I love all music actually but my focus is definitely focused on metal, punk and hardcore. I often dress in what can be considered as metal-head attire.
Truly I am pansexual, but I like queer as an identity.
Why are labels important?
My labels have brought some of the best people into my life. We have bonded over similar struggles and we have stood strong in the face of transphobia, homophobia and ableism. They give me a blanket of safety I can run and hide under when the allistic, transphobic world gets too much and they understand exactly why I need to do that.
It means when I’m out at the pub with my friends I’m not gonna get misgendered or called aggressive because of my autistic style of communicating. It means I was encouraged to be my authentic self at Trans Pride by being topless . It was the safety of having these people around me which allowed me to work up the courage to medically transition.
We can also help other marginalised groups. They define who they are and the systemic discrimination they face. We listen to them and lend our privilege to help where it is needed. Without labels, I don’t think we would be able to do this so effectively and this leads on to my next point;
Why doesn’t society like labels as a whole?
In my experience oppressors don’t like labels because for them it means they are not the norm and when we use them, we use them to empower ourselves against their oppression.
For example cis women who reject the use of cis, even though it is literally what they are. They don’t like it because they have always just seen themselves as normal women and that trans women and femme aligned people are deviant in some way. This is often combined with TERf rhetoric. (The F is small deliberately cuz ain’t nothing feminist about their tripe.)
Another example is allistic people. This just basically means you aren’t autistic. Allistic people hate it because they see autistic people as abnormal and they are just normal people. Wrong.
So let’s embrace our labels and the labels of others, banding together to empower one another and bring down systems of oppression.
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Thank you for this different perspective on labels. In life I have found some labels comforting as they gave a sense of belonging and I feel that is an inherent need in the majority of human beings but…… I have experienced mental health problems, seen other family members battle with poor mental health plus, for many years I worked as a clinician in the MH arena. In this area I have become torn regarding the influence of labels. Yes, for some, diagnoses leading to a label brings relief because it brings an explanation, an understanding and implementation of treatment / therapy… this is positive. The flip side of the coin, however, is destructive as those labels, and by default those that bear them, become stigmatised by society so find themselves excluded, persecuted … this, in turn causes people to reject labels, avoid the identification of their problem, deny the diagnosis (I am still talking about my experience of MH specifically). This results in ill individuals avoiding the help that would, ultimately improve their lives. I think the problem lies in this term ‘normal’ ….. I don’t think ‘normal’ exists ….. people insist on trying to make a one size fits all way of being which will never work because none of us are ‘normal’ …. we all deviate to some degree because we are each unique 🙂 … be kind to yourself ❤️🙏 namaste
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I realy enjoy to read this article it leads me to deep roots an personal things I do have to accept!